I'm not quite ready to let go of this past year, I have so much to show

Happy New Year (:

I celebrated New Year's with my lil bro in my room.
When everybody was having fun at KLCC , PAVI etc.

Actually I dont want to celebrate New Year's with my Family.
There's anger everywhere.

When I woke up this morning
I got a feeling that this year is gonna be a rough year for me.

Lately, I been crying all night.
Seriously.
Because of all the things that have happened to me.
I think back at wonder..
WHY ME ?!?
Why cant god find some other miserable chick.

The tension in my house is always there.
My uncle keep bragging and making my spirit down.
He must find a way to annoy me.
He cant stop.
I think he have no self-control.
I know its bad saying that,
but its true.
And you cant hide from the truth.
He think he the boss in my life.
well, yea, get over it.
Your just not -.-

If my mum was still alive,
I'll bet, 100% that my life would be damn happy.
If she was here,
I could tell everything to her.
Not like my aunty.
She acts like she understands me.
i cant even talk to her about school, crushes and all that stuff.
Cuz if i do.
She's gonna flip out and idk.. starts to lecture me.
Maybe she didnt experienced teenage life.
Or maybe she just forgot about it.


People think i'm happy.
well, actually im not.
Im just some sad,tired up person.

I dont show my feelings,
and i hate talking about it.

It awkward when i get to know somebody,
and they want to know more about me.
So, I just tell them the story of my life.
Then, the start to say sorry and all that kinda stuff.
I dont wanna be some charity case.

That is why i dont talk about my personal with new friends.

Thats all i guess.
So, i hope u have a happy life.

Oh yea, Im depressed.

Woots (;

Merry Christmas Everybody !

and congrats to Effan
PMR results okayy laaaa..
x aahh teruk.
rite ? rite ? rite ?

Today was boring.
Oh yea,

My phone is retarded
-.-

It gave me messages that were already sent to me.
I mean like, i got a text and i read it.
But minutes later, it sends me the same one.
Over and over and over again.
I was like WTF ?!?

Creep-ay !

I cant wait for SCHOOL !
haha..
That doesnt sound like me AT ALL.

Naaaaaahh,
I just wanna see my friends again.
Im getting older !
14 ! OMG.

OLD -.-

haha.. bye

I just really really need to post this

40 ways to ANNOY your parents !

1.follow them around the house everywhere.

2. Moo when they say your name.

3. Pretend to have amnesia.

4. Say everything backwards.

5. Run into walls.

6. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.

7. Go into their room at 4 in the morning and say "Good Morning Sunshine!"

8. Snort loudly when you laugh and then laugh harder.

9. Say all of the words in a film.

10. Pluck someone's hair out and yell "DNA!!!"

11. Wear a sticker that says "I'm a retard!"

12. Talk to a pen.

13. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to ALL the time.

14. Try and climb the wall.

15. In public yell "NO MUM I WILL NOT clip ur toenails"

16. Put pegs on your nose and eyes
.
17. Switch the light button on and off for awhile. Then say "Oh...I get it!"

18. Eat your hair.

19. Hold their hand and whisper to them "I see dead people."

20. When you shower or bath yell "I'm drowning!!!!"

21. At everything they say yell "LIAR!!"

22. Pretend to be a phone.

23. Try to swim in the floor.

24. Tap on their door all night.

25. When they say a word from a song you know...burst into that song.

26. Look through magazines and shout loudly "BRITTANY IS MARRIED TO A CAVE MAN!" and other random things.

27. Take all of the toilet paper from the bathroom and try to sell it to ur parents!

28. Pass out bananas

29. Ask how much is 1 hersheys kiss

30. Skip down the aisles singing "i've been working on the railroad......"

31. Hand out missing person fliers of yourself

32. Say "thats hot!" after EVERY thing you say.

33. Camp out in the frozen food section.

34.Ask someone where the cereal is when you're standing right next to it.

35. Give random old people your number

36. Go around asking people if their mother knows what they're doing.

37. Go up to someone and tell them their face is funny and run away.

38. Yell mango

39. Stand in front of a store, not lettin anyone in

40.Call yourself nicknames like tree and turt

The picture is a annoyed cat. LOL !

Woo Hoo !!

Today, I accidently put my underwear on backwards. I didn't notice this until I went to the bathroom. I felt embarrassed, until I realized that no one has noticed, due to the fact that I was wearing pants over them. TEEHEE !!

OMG ! I just chatted with a hot butler that I saw at Comic Fiesta..
I took a picture wif him and he remembered me !
Im happy .


Woooooooosshh

Today,

Is boring and weird.

Yesterday ,
Aryna dtg rumah Nasha. HAHA..

Dats all !

we are monkeys !

epic gay !

I was surrounded by weirdos today .

Pheeeeeeewww..

Im tired.
Just got back from Comic Fiesta.
It was AWESOME !!!

woooohhhooo !!

I took pictures with cute guys wearing customes !!
TEEHEE >_<

The host there was damn funny.
And I bought some stuff too..

Oh yea..
I saw this hot lollita guy.
I took a picture with him.
It was akward -.-
LOLs

I dont feel like typing now.
Cuz I reading stupid stuff on

http://mylifeisaverage.com

ahaaa.. AWESOME..

mmmmmonster fail !

Awwwhh poor him :(

Read this. Its about Christofer Drew. He wrote it in his blog.

Once up a time...when I was sixteen years old I dated a girl. She was beautiful and very experienced. I was in love about a week and a half into it. Although I had never been in love I was certain. The months rolled on and we grew closer and closer. We shared so many memories and laughs. I had never gotten past first base with a girl before...although; I found myself diving deeper and deeper into the sexual world. Therefore, I grew more attached. About 9 months had past. We had spent so many amazing nights together, told each-other everything to know, and I had lost my virginity to her shortly after the ninth month. I was absolutely certain that I wanted to spend forever in this love trance. But a rude awakening snapped me out of it. One of my closest friends told me that she had slept with one of my "pals" from the tennis team in the last week. I was in disbelief until my "pal" confessed that it was fact. As the days rolled on I found out the truth. She had slept with over 10 people during our relationship. I was mortified and heart-broken for the longest time. From that day forward I wanted to write songs to bring people joy. To help people that were as miserable as I was.
The end. - Christofer Drew

I hate that girl ! How could she do that him. He was sooo innocent. Emm.. Dats all.. haha
BUBYE !!

im bored -.-

BAHAHAHAHA !!
His face looks like a turtle..
LOL

Im damn bored rite now..
So..
I decided to write sumting on my blog.
But when I opened it...
I dunno wat to write.
hmmph -.-

I've been staring at the laptop for 5 minutes now..
And still nuthin..
Dis is boring
-__-'

Soo.. Bye !!

Damn, its such a shame !

Pheeewww !!
Just got back from PD
heee (:

Hahaha..
Bessssshh..
:p

Oh yea !
Finally Nasha got a BF..
-__-
haha..

PD was fun..

Yesterday night was awesome..
We all hanged out downstairs
Sitting and looking at the STARS..
woooooooosshh

We is..
Me, Nasha, Ain , Hafiz, Effan, Danial and Ayet.

When we were sitting there..
This guy came up to me and Ain
and said..

" Boleh berkenalang "

BAHAHA !!
Dat was funny..

Not soooo many hott guys there though..
-__-'

heeeeeeeeee (:

Dats all i guess..
soo.. Good Bye !

haha ! New phone..

Gahahaha !!
I got a new phone.

My parents is not that bad after all.
Hahaha !!

I got a Samsung Corbi.
woooooooosshh !

I'm now at Port Dickson.
Im in the room with..
Nasha, Ila and Ain.
>__<>
haha.. LMAO !

Nasha is getting up my ass now..
Im annoyed -__-'

Oh yea,
My toe hurts..
Its bleeding and Im just gonna shut up now.

Today we went swimming !!
It was damn fun (:
But no hot guys.
BooHoo .
heh.. jk jk !!

Im bored rite now..
And no one seems to care..
Hmmmpphh -__-

Im sitting in the dark corner.
While the others..
and playing happily in the sunshine
blaaaaagghh

LOL !

Bubye ;)

Im jealous -__-'

You wanna know why I'm jealous..
well.. because..

My mum told us that if we get 75% above for our exams on all our papers.
She'll give us sumthing that we want.
I just ask for a new phone because my phone is busted and that phone's are cheap.
( well some of them )
I dont really care cuz I need a phone.
But my brother was like I want a laptop !
My mum was like okayy then.

Well today was my brother's birthday.
When we were at Ampang Point for our guitar lesson's.
I was first. It took half an hour.
Then after class
i didnt find my mum.
So i called using Effan's phone.
Since I dont have one -__-'
Mum said that she will be up in just a minute..
So I waited and waited and waited
And finally I saw up the elevator.
She was holding a plastic bag which seems very heavy.
And I said to her wats that in the bag ??
And she said...
I bought a laptop for Hafiz..
And I was acting all excited which I really wasn't
Outside I was like..
OMG ! Hafiz is gonna love dis bla bla bla
But in my heart I was like
WTH ?? This is sooo unfair )':

BTW : His grade wasn't that good either :p

As im writing dis...

Hafiz and Effan is downstairs
and playing with his NEW LAPTOP
:p

Oh yea,
while Me and my mum was wrapping the LAPTOP
She keeps babbling at me about..
Stuff dat I really really dont wanna hear...
Like..

If u improve bla bla bla i will buy u bla bla bla
buying a phone which cost about a thousand bla bla bla
i rather buy you laptop bla bla bla
and some other shit.

And I was like..
I told u that i wanted u to buy me phone
which is CHEAP ..
Just soo I could communicate with you easier.
A laptop is expensive.
And bla bla bla

I didnt say that out loud
I just keeped it in my heart.

Well I just need to SUCK IT UP
and deal with it
( eventhough I dont really want too )
but I will try.
-__-'

blaaaaaagghh

Im jealous !

Boys Boys Boys.

The title has nuthin to do wif the post (;
haha..

I went to Nasha's house today..
And we talked about Nasha's awesomest weekend sumthing-sumthing
heeeeeee (:

emm.. wat else ??
Oh yea !
We video called Mira at the laptop haha
and took stupid pictures -__-'
LOL

Then, pegi tuition..
*yawns*
Booooooring !

Went back home and
TGK TV !
woooooooooosshh

and bla bla bla.

Nuthin special happened ..
I wonder why ??
hmmpphh

:)

hahaha hehehe huhuhu

Oh,, I found dis picture at photobucket..
haha (:

Soo.. what did i do today ??

Oh yea,
I woke up, took a shower, put my clothes on
then went down stairs, saw food
take plate, put food in plate
then eat food, then drink
then.. bla bla bla.

Then I on9-ing in the afternoon for awhile
Then, my mum came back home.
Went to Carrefour..
then, the best part !

This guy who is.. idk.. 18?? 20??
Who is amazingly hot with an emo look.
He looked chinese but kinda melayu..
He sells girls shoes ! LOL (:
So.. I just keep staring at him like a lost retard..
I think he notice me starting at him.
But he buat dunno.. haha
Ok ok ok.

Then ate lunch there.
Then went back home..
On9-ing again..

Then on the evening went to the park as usual.
Then went back home.

Took a shower.
And then HERE I'AM writing crappy stuff.
woooooooosshh..
haha.. BUBYE !

ROAR ! -__-'

WooHoo !

Yesterday night I chatted with Noel again..
haha..
But dis time I didnt say ' Hi ' first !
He did !
wooooooosshh :)
He said I'm pretty and i look ' mix-mix '
haha.. dats cute..

Okayy..

Today..
I woke up in a really really ' LAZY FAT ASS ' mood.
LMAO !!
I got tuition today..
BORING !!

hmmpphh..
Wat's the time now ??
Idk.. but Im bored !
So.. Im gonna do sumthing..
Bye !

Heh (:

Saturday - I cant breath..

Today is not really good but kinda awesome (:

Oh,,
Went for guitar lesson today..
At Ampang Point (:
My teacher's name is Eyo..
Such a weird name -_-'

Emm.. Haikal's b'day is today !
Soo.. went to Nasha's house to celebrate but..
Nasha wasnt there !
Then, I remembered ..
Nasha went to her friend's sister's wedding..
haha !
>__<

The party was fun..

Hmmph..
Dats all I guess..
Gud Bye !

p/s : When I was in the car I saw abang Uzir in another car.. So I start to wave like him like a monkey.. LMAO !! Good thing he saw me and waved back or not I'll look like a lost retard !

;)

Fridays - I see your face.. well.. actually.. i didnt.. haha

Woossshh !
-.-'

I dunno wat to tulis about..
hmmph..
wait,
Let me think ..
>.<

*thinking

I think Im gonna write stuff about Nasha..
Nasha Nasha Nasha
well, lets see.. I've known dis girl since I was like 3 !
She's HOTT not pretty
Her eyes is the sepet-sepet type.. haha
Her hair is shoulder length and pure black !
She's crazy !
and sumtime acts like a RETARD !
heeee.. jk jk jk
She never had a boyfriend..
Even though a lot of boys like her..
And i mean a lot !!
pfft..
She's a bitch at times !
when we fight laa..
BTW..
She's one of them !
I mean .. one of
The " Mean Girls" at school..
haha.. LMAO !!

Here's is how THEY talk.. haha
*kutuk-ing..

N = Nasha
% = one of her friends..

Please read this in a gedik tone..

N : Heyy girls !!
% : Heyy nasha !!
N : Im soo hot..
% : Nope.. Im hott..
N : Im hotter..
% : watever !
N : Im like soo hott.. all the guys like like me..
% : okayy okayy.. Lets go mock people !

then.. a nerd(girl) walks infront of them..

N : OMGee.. She's soo uglayy !
% : yea.. I know.. I bet she's the kampung type..
N : Duuhh !

Okayy dats all..
No offence Nasha !
I love you laa weyh !

Heeeeee (:

Thursday I reminisce ^-^

Today was normal as usual
hmmph..
-__-

I woke up at 1 o'clock today..
well.. because i slept at 2 am yesterday.
heeee (:

Oh, Emilie told me that Danial, who is my cousin..
WORKS !! pfftt..
Danial and working don't go well with each other .. LMAO
He's working at Spectrum or sumthing..
Like I care.. blaaaaaagghh.

hmm..
what more can I tell you people..

Oh yea.. I went to the park today..
Teman-ing my lil bro and emilie, who is Nasha's lil sis..
They we're so psych to play with thier basikal..
Okayy..
Soo.. I sat down on this huge rock..
And started singing Christofer Drew's songs..
and my imagination just went wild..
haha..

It was nice..
:)

SURVEY - just read laa..

Read My Dirt

Talked to a jerk today?
Yesshh.. blaaaaagghh

Do you like anyone?
emm.. duuhh !

Can you do a cartwheel?
haha.. nope ^_^

Do you skate goofy or regular?
i know how to skate.. so.. regular

Do you regret something you did yesterday?
yesterday ?? maybe.. grr.

Have you ever been tubing?
WTF is tubing ?? *blank*

Do you own a guitar?
soon.. i think >_<

Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
nope..

Do you have a piggy bank shaped like a pig?
LOL ! naahh..

Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
nope.. nuthin !

How many windows are open on your computer?
just 2..

What are the colors of your walls?
haha.. yellow.. wooosshh

Are you wearing socks?
nope.. Its effin hot and u think i'll wear socks !

How many hours did you sleep last night?
alot of hours.. LOL

Did you ever get the chicken pox?
emm.. yessshh..

Have you been outside today?
duuhh ! wat laa..

What is the last movie you saw in theater?
New Moon ! gaahh !

Did you like it?
of course !

Siblings:
4.. hee..

Pets:
6 .. haha..

ARE YOU:

A Daydreamer:
daydreamer for sure ! >_<

Sarcastic:
emm.. kinda.. not really.. haha

Shy:
depends! heeeeeeeeeeee..

Talkative:
yessshh !

LAST PERSON THAT:

Last person you fell asleep with?
emm.. my brother.. Ayet !

That you talked on the phone with?
Nasha ! my slut..

That you hugged?
cant remember..

That sent you a text?
my mum.. haha

IN THE PAST WEEK HAVE YOU:

Gotten sick:
yesshh.. selesema ! sheeesshh

Sung:
Just now..

Felt stupid:
now.. haha

Watched cartoons:
2 hours ago.. :)

Hung out with friends:
yesterday night.. ^-^

Gotten in a fight:
idk.. seriously !!!

Listened to music:
now !

Smiled:
emm.. 2 minutes ago.. i think ?

Cried?
i cant remember..

Smoked:
i dont smoke laa.. sheesshh

Did something you regret?
i dont regret.. i just let loose..

Laughed so hard your stomach hurt?
hahaha.. now ??

Taken pics with your friends?
yesterday night..

MORE ABOUT YOU

How many pics do you have in your bedroom?
emm.. wat ??

Whats the most random thing in the room you are in right now?
deodarant.. LOL !

What are you watching on t.v.?
iCarly.. awesome-ly funny !

Do you sing in the shower?
yes.. yesshh i do

THINGS IN THE PAST

Most regreted thing?
emm. u dont need to know !

Most missed memories?
sumthings

Who knows the most about you and your past?
me, myself and i

Last ex- and why they are an ex?
no comment



Dats All

Wednesday - they are the worst..

Emm..My title is soo the opposite.. haha

Hmm.. today '-'

The usual..
Woke up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy.. LOL
Took a shower..
Eat..
Watch TV..
On9-ing..
Nuthin special.. blaagghh..
-__-

ohh !!!
Went to Nasha's house..
and we pergi to " PASAR MALAM "
at bummed with some old friends..

I kinda missed skola agama.. haha
All the people I hanged out with..

Me, Nasha , Adriana , Fatimah and Naqiah..
We used to call ourselves ShitHeads..
bahahaha.. LMOA..

And.. this 1 boy..
we hanged out with..
his 2 years younger then us..
he sooo nice and cute !
I treat him like my younger brother..
but with more love !
haha..
Gosh i missed him..
awwhhh :')

oh yea ! me and Nasha bummed into our ex-Crush..
LOL..
his name..

MUHAMMAD KHAIRUL AMIRIN

aaaaaahhhh !!
his drop dead gorgeous now...
woosssshhh..
i wanna make out with him..
haha.. jk jk !
His eyes.. is soo dreamy..
seriously..
Me and Nasha is like dying for his beautiful eyes !

okayy okayy..
Dats all about him..

Its late and I need some beauty sleep..
haha..
soo.. BUBYE !!